I'm in one of my 'why can't I find a decent relationship' moods again. I suppose it was inevitable, I haven't had anything serious since Darryl and that's been over a year now. Although I've dated and have had guys interested nothing has swept me away.
Since this mood is occupying my thoughts lately, I have been going over what I want and think that what I want the most is someone that will let me love them unconditionally. Although having someone love me also is ideal, what I'm missing the most is being able to care for someone else.
It also doesn't stop me from wanting the perfect man either. I just wish I knew how to find him! Why is it so hard to find some one that is smart, attractive, witty, kind & assertive, and most importantly someone with all those traits who also is attracted to me enough to pursue me.
Its soooooooo frustrating. People all around me are in relationship after relationship and I'm just getting by. I so want to be swept up in a romance right now!
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