I am seriously contemplating a move back to The Pas once my degree is finished in June. I just don't see myself being happy at this job for long (not that I'm enjoying it that much right now) and I've found it really hard to quit and get another job in the city. I see myself telling my boss that I would continue to help and I would still be bothered to do a lot of stuff. At this point I'm not giving the position 100% of my motivation and commitment so that's not fair to the company or myself. I just need to get things organized so that someone else could slide into my position without any issues.
I've been saying that for awhile and nothing seems to be getting done but its getting ridiculous, the stress and all. Not to mention that I really don't have a lot keeping me here anymore. There's Marcia, Davide, Graeme & Olivia but I would see them all the time anyways, regardless of where I live, and my friends are Keith and Alan...not really that high maintenance and I can still visit when ever I'm down & talk on msn. Although I'm talking to Karmyhn again its still a bit removed and we have yet to hang out, so I don't feel that commitment to stay for them anymore. I know now of them would stay for me so why be ridiculous.
I just won't move for anything under $35k annual salary. Now that I make a decent wage I don't ever want to go back down. I figure I can probably find something through Tolko, Hydro or the government, not to mention some of the smaller businesses may be looking for someone.
I could live with Mom and Dad rent free or at least very reduced to I could repay my loans faster and get a ride into town with Mom in the mornings so I probably wouldn't need a vehicle right away.
The idea that I would be cutting my chances of finding Mr Right if I moved back doesn't really seem true anymore. There really isn't anymore opportunities here based on my current socialization and who knows maybe some cute guy moved to the pas since I moved here:) Also Kristin figures she's setting me up with one of Jim's groom's men who's from Ontario so we'll see!
Anyways I kinda like the idea of moving home now but as with my fickle mind I could throw this idea away like so many tomorrow:)
Monday, April 16, 2007
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