Friday, March 9, 2007

Plan of attack?

I dragged myself off my bed last night to take a walk with Marcia, even though I fore warned her that I was full of self pity and emotional turmoil. Apparently that was acceptable company well she walked Mala.

We had a nice talk about how I'm obviously cracking now, with good reason, that I need to except that I have some issues and that I should find some ways to get out of my slump rather then continuing to mope. She thinks I should be more sociable and try dating again. She's probably right.

The longer I pull away from people and focus on my depression, the longer it will continue. Not that I should bury it and ignore my problems but continuing on this way isn't helping.

Things to look forward too:
  1. Starting Belly Dancing with Kayla and Olivia in April
  2. Running in the Marathon in June with Kristin
  3. Kristin's wedding in August
  4. Potentially moving to Asia in the fall
  5. Finishing my humanity requirement & finally graduating from University
  6. The fact that I'm making a wage now that allows me to afford to pay off my debt in a reasonable amount of time
  7. Work on finishing my bookkeeping course
  8. Maybe I should volunteer at some sort of organization...but what?

I think I need to focus on a plan of attack. Even if I don't stick to it in the long run it should help me pull myself out of this slump.

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