We had a nice talk about how I'm obviously cracking now, with good reason, that I need to except that I have some issues and that I should find some ways to get out of my slump rather then continuing to mope. She thinks I should be more sociable and try dating again. She's probably right.
The longer I pull away from people and focus on my depression, the longer it will continue. Not that I should bury it and ignore my problems but continuing on this way isn't helping.
Things to look forward too:
- Starting Belly Dancing with Kayla and Olivia in April
- Running in the Marathon in June with Kristin
- Kristin's wedding in August
- Potentially moving to Asia in the fall
- Finishing my humanity requirement & finally graduating from University
- The fact that I'm making a wage now that allows me to afford to pay off my debt in a reasonable amount of time
- Work on finishing my bookkeeping course
- Maybe I should volunteer at some sort of organization...but what?
I think I need to focus on a plan of attack. Even if I don't stick to it in the long run it should help me pull myself out of this slump.

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